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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:24 pm
    @@@@@ “Oh,that's a great idea Jared's voice was
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    “Oh,that's a great idea Jared's voice was thick with sarcasm
    “Do you remember that first night? When it jumped between you and Kyle? That was bizarre
    “It was just trying to find a way to stay alive, to escape”
    “By giving Kyle the go-ahead to kill her–it? Good planDid she know he was on his way?”
    “You're overthinking this, IanThat's what it wants
    “I don't think you're rightI don't know why… but I don't think she wants us to think about her
    at all I heard Ian get to his feet“You know what's really twisted?” he muttered, his voice no
    longer a whisper
    “What's that?”
    “I feltguilty –guilty as hell–watching her flinch away from usSeeing the black marks on her
    neck
    “You can't let it get to you like that Jared was suddenly disturbed
    “Just because she isn't human, do you think that means she doesn't feel pain?” Ian asked as his
    voice faded into the distance“That she doesn't feel just like a girl who's been beaten–beaten by
    us?”
    “Get a hold of yourself,” Jared hissed after him
    “See you around, Jared
    Jared didn't relax for a long time after Ian left; he paced for a while, back and forth in front of
    the cave, and then sat on the mat, blocking my light, and muttered incomprehensibly to himself
    I gave up waiting for him to fall asleep, and stretched out as well as I could on the bowl-like
    floorHe jumped when my movement made noise, and then started muttering to himself again
    “Guilty,”he grumbled in scathing tones“Letting it get to himJust like Jeb, like JamieCan't
    let this go o
    10:03 am
    @@@@@ My new hobby helped in my transition, and
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    My new hobby helped in my transition, and Ilse
    helped, tooI'll always be grateful for thatBut
    I'm ashamed of going through her purse while she
    was asleepAll I can say is that at the time I
    seemed to have no choice
    ii
    I woke up the morning after my arrival feeling
    better than I had since my accident - but not so
    well I skipped my morning pain cocktailI took
    the pills with orange juice, then went outsideIt
    was seven o'clockPaul the air would have
    been cold enough to gnaw on the end of my nose,
    but on Duma it felt like a kiss
    I leaned my crutch where I'd leaned it the night
    before and walked down to those docile waves again
    To my right, any view of the drawbridge and Casey
    Key beyond was blocked out by my own houseTo the
    left, however -
    In that direction the beach seemed to stretch on
    forever, a dazzling white margin between the blue98
    gray Gulf and the sea oatsI could see one speck
    far down, or maybe it was twoOtherwise, that
    fabulous picture-postcard shore was entirely
    desertedNone of the other houses were near the
    beach, and when I faced south, I could only see a
    single roof: what looked like an acre of orange
    tile mostly buried in palmsIt was the hacienda I
    had noticed the day beforeI could block that out
    with the palm of my hand and feel like Robinson
    Crusoe
    I walked that way, partly because as a southpaw,
    turning left had come naturally to me my whole
    lifeMostly because that was the direction I
    could see inAnd I didn't go far, no Great Beach
    Walk that day, I wanted to make sure I could get
    back to my crutch, but that was still the firstI
    remember turning around and marveling at my own
    footprints in the sandIn the morning light each
    left one was as firm and bold as something
    produced by a stamping-pressMost of the right
    ones were blurry, because I had a tendency to drag
    that foot, but setting out, even those had been
    clearI counted my steps backThe total was
    thirty-eightBy then my hip was throbb
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:24 pm
    @@@@@"I don't know, Stanley," he said, "if we get
    @@@@@"I don't know, Stanley," he said, "if we get the replacements, there's still a corporal openYou wouldn't sneeze at that, now would you?"
    Despite all his efforts, Stanley felt himself reddening"Ah, hell," he muttered, "who am I to be thinking of that?"
    Brown laughed softly"Well, it's something to think about
    Furiously, Stanley told himself that he would have to be more careful with Brown in the future

    A psychologist in a famous experiment rang a bell every time he gave food to a dogNaturally, the dog's saliva flowed at the sight of the food
    After a time the psychologist took away the food, but continued to ring the bellThe dog kept on salivating to the sound of itThe psychologist went one step further: he took away the bell and substituted many kinds of loud noisesThe saliva continued to form in the dog's mouth
    There was a soldier on the ship who was like the dogHe had been overseas for a long time, and he had seen a great deal of combatAt first the sound of a shell and the impact it made were very much connected to the fear he feltBut after many months, he had known too much terror, and by now any sudden sound would cause him panic
    All this night he had been lying in his bunk and shuddering at the sound of quick loud voices, or at a change in the throbbing of the ship's engines, or at the noise of a piece of equipment when someone kicked it along the floorHis nerves were pitched tauter than he could ever remember, and he lay sweating in his bunk, thinking with dread of the morning to come
    The soldier's name was Sergeant Julio Martinez, and he was the scout of the I and R platoon of headquarters company of the 460th Infantry Regiment



    2

    At 0400, a few minutes after the false dawn had lapsed, the naval bombardment of Anopopei beganAll the guns of the invasion fleet went off within two seconds of each other, and the night rocked and shuddered like a great log foundering in the surfThe ships snapped and rolled from the discharge, lashing the water furiouslyFor one instant the night was jagged and immense, demoniac in its convulsion
    Then, after the first salvos, the firing became irregular, and the storm almost subsided into darkness againThe great clanging noises of the guns became isolated once more, sounded like immense freight trains jerking and tugging up a gradeAnd afterward it was possible to hear the sighing wistful murmur of shells passing overhe
    10:03 am
    @@@@@ Hushed footsteps, more than one set, were
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    Hushed footsteps, more than one set, were moving around the roomIt reminded me of the sounds of cleaning
    There was a smell that didn't belong hereStrange… not quite metallic, but not quite anything
    else, eitherThe smell was not familiar–I was sure I had never smelled it before–and yet I had an
    odd feeling that itshould be familiar to me
    I was afraid to move around the corner
    What's the worst they will do to us?Mel pointed outake us leave?
    You're right
    Things had definitely changed if that was the worst I could fear from the humans now
    I took a deep breath–noticing again that strange,wrong smell–and eased around the rocky edge
    into the hospital
    Doc was kneeling on the floor, his face buried in his hands, his shoulders heavingJeb leaned
    over him, patting his back
    Jared and Kyle were laying a crude stretcher beside one of the cots in the middle of the room
    Jared's face was hard–the mask had come back while he was away
    The cots were not empty, as they usually wereSomething, hidden under dark green blankets,
    filled the length of both of themLong and irregular, with familiar curves and angles…
    Doc's homemade table was arranged at the head of these cots, in the brightest spot of sunlight
    The table glittered with silver–shiny scalpels and an assortment of antiquated medical tools that
    I couldn't put a name to
    Brighter than these were other silver thingsShimmering segments of silver stretched in
    twisted, tortured pieces across the table… tiny silver strands plucked and naked and scattered…
    splatters of silver liquid smeared on the table, the blankets, the walls…
    The quiet in the room was shattered by my screamThe wholeroom was shatteredIt spun and
    shook to the sound, whirled around me so that I couldn't find the way outThe walls, the
    silver-stained walls, rose up to block my escape no matter which way I turned
    Someone shouted my name, but I couldn't hear whose voice it wasThe screaming was too
    l
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:31 pm
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    He had said enough to shake the experience of eighteenHe had
    said enough to give Fanny some happier feelings than she had lately
    known, and with a brighter look, she answered, “Yes, cousin, I am
    convinced that you would be incapable of anything else, though
    perhaps some might notI cannot be afraid of hearing anything you
    wish to sayDo not check yourselfTell me whatever you like
    They were now on the second floor, and the appearance of a housemaid
    prevented any farther conversationFor Fanny’s present comfort
    it was concluded, perhaps, at the happiest moment: had he
    been able to talk another five minutes, there gold gucci watch is no saying that he
    might not have talked away all Miss Crawford’s faults and his own
    despondenceBut as it was, they parted with looks on his side of
    grateful affection, and with some very precious sensations on hers
    She had felt nothing like it for hoursSince the first joy from Mr
    Crawford’s note to William had worn away, she had been in a state
    absolutely the reverse; there had been no comfort around, no hope
    within herNow everything was smilingWilliam’s good fortune
    returned again upon her mind, and seemed of greater value than at
    firstThe ball, too—such an evening of pleasure before her! It was
    now a real purse logo animation; and she began to dress for it with much of the
    happy flutter which belongs to a ballAll went well: she did not
    dislike her own looks; and when she came to the necklaces again,
    her good fortune seemed complete, for upon trial the one given her
    by Miss Crawford would by no means go through the ring of the
    crossShe had, to oblige Edmund, resolved to wear it; but it was too
    large for the purposeHis, therefore, must be worn; and having,
    with delightful feelings, joined the chain and the cross—those memorials
    of the two most beloved of her heart, those dearest tokens
    so formed for each other by everything gucci hobo horsebit real and imaginary—and
    235
    Jane Austen
    put them round her neck, and seen and felt how full of William and
    Edmund they were, she was able, without an effort, to resolve on
    wearing Miss Crawford’s necklace tooShe acknowledged it to be
    rightMiss Crawford had a claim; and when it was no longer to
    encroach on, to interfere with the stronger claims, the truer kindness
    of another, she could do her justice even with pleasure to herself
    The necklace really looked very well; and Fanny left her room
    at last, comfortably satisfied with herself and all about her
    Her aunt Bertram had recollected her on this occasion with omega replica watches an
    unusual degree of wakefulnessIt had really occurred to her, unprompted,
    that Fanny, preparing for a ball, might be glad of better
    help than the upper housemaid’s, and when dressed herself, she actually
    sent her own maid to assist her; too late, of course, to be of
    any useChapman had just reached the attic floor, when Miss
    Price came out of her room completely dressed, and only civilities
    were necessary; but Fanny felt her aunt’s attention almost as much
    as Lady Bertram or MrsChapman could do themselves
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    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXVIII
    HER UNCLE and both her aunts were in the drawing-room when
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    10:10 am
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    "Well, we really shouldn't be talking like this on Sunday," Conn agreed, "but what the hell, we're all men He lit a cigarette, and speared the match in the sandThe crack of Dalleson's carbine sounded again, and a few shouts came from the water where some officers were having a water fight in the shallow surf"I've made a study of parties," Conn said, "and there's just two ingredients to have a good one, enough to drink and some willing slitsReady, willing, and able
    Hearn squinted along omega planet ocean the sandYou could reduce it probably to four kinds of partiesThere were the ones that made the newspaper society columns with the senators and the important representatives, the industrialists, the high brass, the foreign dignitaries, even his father had gone to one of them once, and been miserable no doubtBut then they all were miserable thereIt was the highest flowering of an industrial capitalist culture, and a good time was segregate from the social forms, the power swappings, the highly elaborated weather talkEveryone hated everyone else as a matter of course, for if they came to do business they found they could not, and if they came as omega pocket watch snobs bearing gifts they were contemptuous of the men who had the power and lacked the conventional aptitudes
    There were the hotel parties with field officers and congenital lower-level brass, the American Legion -- Washington Extension, and big small-business men with nice factories in Indiana, and call girlsA desperate boredom always lay over those things until they got drunk, and then they all had a wonderful time, and went back with refreshed loins and new Pullman tales to their desks in Washington and IndianaSometimes, if you could get a hold of a representative who was a regular guy he would come along, and your business would be consummated gucci backpack with a couple of drunken bear hugs, a sentimental cognition that everybody was a hell of a good guy, and a call girl yelling into your ear, "Break it up, honey, break it up His father had never mentioned it, but of course he had gone to that kind of party too
    There were the parties his own friends gave, with the quiet sustained drinking and essential joylessnessAll the American college intellectuals, the ones who weren't sick, with their clear logical voices, their good manners, their kindness, their tact and their miserable, dreary and lucid intelligencesThey were all in government now, or they wore bars and had hush-hush jobs, and they talked of cartier santos 100 Roger who had been lost on some OSS mission, or they analyzed politics, sometimes hopefully, sometimes sadly, with a detached and helpless and intrinsically superior attitudeThere was good wit, incisive but always peripheral information, and the dry dejuiced hopelessness of all of them with their rational desiccated minds and their wistful contemplation of lusts and evils they would never understand with their bodiesWilliam Blake angels, gray and clear, hovering over horseshit
    And Dove's partiesBut of course they were common to San Francisco and Chicago and Los Angeles and New York at timesThe American Legion -- Washington Extension, Junior gucci hobo handbag Auxiliary
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    12:32 pm
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    The main house was set back no less than the distance of two football fields from the country
    roadA stockade fence separated the entrance on the right from the exit on the left, both with iron
    gates, fronting a deep drive that was basically an elongated U-turnImmediately bordering each
    opening was a profusion of tall trees and shrubbery that was in itself a natural extension of the
    stockade fence both left and rightAll that was missing were guardhouses at each point of entry and
    exit
    His mind floated back to China, to Beijing and the wild bird sanctuary where he had trapped a
    killer posing as Jason BourneThere had been a guardhouse then and a series of armed patrols in
    the dense forest and a madman, a prada messenger butcher who controlled an army of killers, foremost among
    them the false Jason BourneHe had penetrated that deadly sanctuary, crippled a small fleet of
    trucks and automobiles by plunging the blade of his knife into every tire, then proceeded to take out
    each patrol in the Jing Shan forest until he found the torch-lit clearing that held a swaggering
    maniac and his brigade of fanaticsCould he do it all today? wondered Bourne as he drove slowly
    past Swayne’s property for the third time, his eyes absorbing everything he could seeFive years
    later, thirteen years after Paris? He tried to evaluate the realityHe was not the younger man that he
    had been in Paris, nor the more mature man in Hong Kong, Macao and Beijing; omega quartz he was now fifty
    and he felt it, every year of itHe would not dwell on itThere was too much else to think about,
    and the twenty-eight acres of General Norman Swayne’s property were not the forest primeval of
    the Jing Shan sanctuary
    However, as he had done on the primitive outskirts of Beijing, he drove the car off the country
    road deep into a mass of tall grass and foliageHe climbed out and proceeded to cover the vehicle
    with bent and broken branchesThe rapidly descending darkness would complete the camouflage,
    and with the darkness he would go to workHe had changed his clothes in the men’s room at the
    gas station: black trousers below a black long-sleeved, skintight pullover; and black thick-soled
    sneakers gold gucci watch with heavy treadThese were his working apparelThe items he spread on the ground
    were his equipment, the shopping he had done after leaving GeorgetownThey included a longbladed
    hunting knife whose scabbard he threaded into his belt; a dual-chambered CO2 pistol,
    encased in a nylon shoulder holster, that silently shot immobilizing darts into attacking animals,
    such as pit bulls; two flares designed to assist stranded drivers in broken-down cars to attract or
    deter other motorists; a pair of small Zeiss Ikon 8x10 binoculars attached to his trousers by a
    Velcro strip; a penlight; raw-hide laces; and finally, pocket-sized wire cutters in case there was a
    metal fenceAlong with the automatic supplied by the Central omega replica watches Intelligence Agency, the gear was
    either lashed to his belt or concealed in his clothingThe darkness came and Jason Bourne walked
    into the woods
    The white sheet of ocean spray burst up from the coral reef and appeared suspended, the dark
    blue waters of the Caribbean serving as a backdropIt was that hour of early evening, a long
    sundown imminent, when Tranquility Isle was bathed in alternating hot tropical colors, pockets of
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    10:11 am
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    Ulysses
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    found
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    were
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    She looked at the astonishment on the faces of the other women
    Edward Cooper's expression was something quite differentWhy, he's
    in
    love with her, she thoughtJust see the way he's looking at herAnd
    she doesn't notice him at all, she doesn't even know he's yearning
    over
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    attractive if you like the type, sort of slender and dreamy-looking
    Not all that different from Ashley, come to think of itSally Brewton
    was watching Edward, too, Scarlett noticed
    Sally's eyes met hers and they exchanged discreet smiles"We're
    agreed, then, are we?" said Eleanor"Emma?"
    "We're omega de ville agreedBooks are more important than rancorI'm being
    over-emotionalIt must be dehydrationIs anyone ever going to
    bring
    that hot water?"
    Scarlett rang againMaybe the bell was broken; should she go down
    toú
    the kitchen and tell the servants? She started from the corner, then
    saw the door opening"Did you ring for louis vuitton denim tea,
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:23 pm
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    courage to let Rhett goIf I love him, she understood, I must not try
    to hold on to himI have to learn to give him hisfreedom, just the
    way I try to give Cat hers because I love herI wish I could have
    told Rhett about her, cartier santos watch he'd be so proud of herI wish the Castle
    Season was overI miss Cat dreadfullyI wonder what she's up to
    Cat was running with the strength of desperation through the woods at
    BallyharaThe ground mists of morning still clung in places, and she
    couldn't see where she was goingShe stumbled and Tiffany Necklace fell, but she got
    up right away
    She had to keep running, even though she was short of breath from
    running so much alreadyShe sensed another stone coming and
    ducked
    behind the protection of a tree trunkThe boys chasing her shouted
    and jeeredThey had almost caught up with her, even though tiffany's jewelry they'd
    never ventured into the woods near the Big house beforeThey knew The O 'hara was in Dublin with the English
    Their parents talked about nothing else"There she is!" one shouted,
    and the others lifted their hands to throwBut the figure stepping
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    finger pointingThe boys howled with fear and ran"Come with me,"
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    Cat
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    10:02 am
    @@@@@ He turned it around and called her ‘Meemom
    @@@@@ He turned it around and called her ‘Meemom We
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    “I know she speaks French fluentlyDoes she read the papers?”
    “Religiously, at least the financial pagesI’m not sure she goes seriously much beyond them; it’s
    her morning ritual
    “Even in a crisis?”
    “Especially in a crisisShe claims it calms her
    “Let’s send her a message—on the financial pages
    Ambassador Phillip Atkinson settled in for a morning of dreary paperwork at the American
    embassy in LondonThe dreariness was compounded by a dull throbbing at his temples and a
    sickening taste in his mouthIt was hardly a typical hangover because he rarely drank whisky and
    for over twenty-five years had never been drunkHe had learned a long time ago, roughly thirty
    months after Saigon fell, the limits of his talents, his opportunities and, above all, his resources
    When he returned from the war with reasonable, if not exceptional, commendations at twenty-nine,
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    his family had purchased him an available seat on the New York Stock Exchange, where in thirty
    additional months he had lost something over three million dollars
    “Didn’t you ever learn a goddamned thing at Andover and Yale?” his father had roared“At
    least make a few connections on the Street?”
    “Dad, they were all jealous of me, you know thatMy looks, the girls—I look like you, Dad—
    they all conspired against meSometimes I think they were really getting at you through me! You
    know how they talkSenior and Junior, dashing socialites and all that crapRemember the
    column in the Daily News when they compared us to the Fairbankses?”
    “I’ve known Doug for forty years!” yelled the father“He’s got it upstairs, one of the best
    “He didn’t go to Andover and Yale, Dad
    “He didn’t have to, for Christ’s sake! ? What the hell was that
    degree you got at Yale?”
    “Bachelor of Arts
    “Screw that! There was something elseThe courses or somet
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    12:23 pm
    @@@@@“I imagine it took a lot of rest stops to
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    My heart, which had been thrumming like a bird's for the entire episode, settled into a less
    frantic rhythm
    The next day we were cleaning mirrors in the room that housed the cornfieldJeb told me this
    was something they had to do routinely, as the combination of humidity and dust caked the
    mirrors until the light was too dim to feed the plantsIt was Ian, working with us again, who
    scaled the rickety wooden ladder while Jeb and I tried to keep the base steadyIt was a difficult
    task, given Ian's weight and the homemade ladder's poor balanceBy the end of the day, my
    arms were limp and aching
    I didn't even notice until we were done and heading for the kitchen that the improvised holster
    Jeb always wore was empty
    I gasped out loud, my knees locking like a startled colt'sMy body tottered to a halt
    “What's wrong, Wanda?” Jeb asked, too innocent
    I would have answered if Ian hadn't been right beside him, watching my strange behavior with
    fascination in his vivid blue eyes
    So I just gave Jeb a wide-eyed look of mingled disbelief and reproach, and then slowly began
    walking beside him again, shaking my head
    “What's that about?” Ian muttered to Jeb, as if I were deaf
    “Beats me,” Jeb said; he lied as only a human could, smooth and guileless
    He was a good liar, and I began to wonder if leaving the gun behind today, and leaving me
    alone yesterday, and all this effort forcing me into human company was his way of getting me
    killed without doing the job himselfWas the friendship all in my head? Another lie?
    This was my fourth day eating in the kitchen
    Jeb, Ian, and I walked into the long, hot room–into a crowd of humans chatting in low voices
    about the day's events–and nothing happened
    There was no sudden silenceNo one paused to stare daggers at meNo one seemed to notice
    us at all
    Jeb steered me to an empty counter and then went to get enough bread for threeIan lounged
    next to me, casually turning to the girl on his other sideIt was the young blonde–he called her
    Paige
    “How are things going? How are you holding up with Andy gone?” he asked
    10:02 am
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    That Pam was the experimentor so I told myself,
    but we fool ourselves so much we could do it for a
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    right
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    I didn't wait for sunset, because at least I
    didn't fool myself that I Jimmy choo was interested in
    painting a picture; I was interested in painting
    informationI took my wife's unnaturally clean
    gardening gloves (she must have really rammed the
    bleach to them) up to Little Pink and sat down in
    front of my easelThere was a fresh canvas there,
    waitingTo the left were two tablesOne was for
    photos from my digital camera and various omega watches prices found
    objectsThe other stood on a small green
    tarpaulinIt held about two dozen paint-pots,
    several jars partly filled with turpentine, and
    several bottles of the Zephyr Hills water I used
    as rinseIt was quite the messy, busy little
    work-station
    I held the gloves in my lap, closed my eyes, and
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    of phantom fingers caressing the rough, worn
    fabricI sat there willing it to come - whatever
    it was - and got more nothingI might as well
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    didn't need toAfter five long minutes, I opened
    my eyes again and looked down at the gloves on my
    lap: HANDSUseless fucking things
    Don't get chanel jewelry mad, get even, I thoughtAnd then I
    thought, Too lateAt these gloves and
    the woman who wore themAs for getting even?
    "Too late for that, too," I said, and looked at my
    stump"I'll never be heaven againAlways the wrong word, and it
    would go on like that for-fucking-everI felt
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